I have tried. And I'll try harder in everything.
That is my promise and you are the witnesses.
If I fail, go tell them,
The fancy tale about my fight,
How I dived in and breathe underwater,
How I recovered from anguish underneath my skin,
And shriek the rage from my thorns,
If only I fail.
I am trying harder in everything,
Shutting down my dark thoughts inside my head,
Pacing back and forth finding an escape,
Running with my worn-out dress reaching for the light,
I can hear my voices louder than ever,
Fighting with my bewildered eyes,
Let alone the snakes lingering around my wrist,
Because I know the snakes are nowhere near to break my spirit.
Inflamed. Interesting choice of words isn't it? It is based on the pathology subject that I took for this semester. You know what happen after the cell/tissue injury? Inflammation. The white blood process comes rush to the site of injury and the agglutination and the permeability of blood vessels occurs and more in details that you can pretty much find in the Pathology textbook lol. Anyway, the post injury first reaction is the inflammation. And if my life is a phase, it would be in "inflammation phase". A LOT happened since my last post. Betrayal after betrayal. Constantly at the gun point. I've got enemies around me, circling me. Didn't feel safe anywhere. Even right now. It's like a never ending struggle. I am not whining by the way. But I've learnt SO MUCH. I know that we can't trust anyone. I know how to play it cool. I know the tricks to survive. My bio, on insta and twitter is "Definitely the anti-hero". It's becaus
you do babe! focus and be positive :)
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