Hi. How are you guys doing? Me? Well ..I'm doing just fine...even though it is not true at all... These days, I am keeping myself busy.. examination, competition, and sort of thing...I know that I am not doing fine at all...but what can I do? It's like I've been trying to escape from this dungeon, this sort of dark world but I just can't..but I can pretend that I did... Loneliness is not a stranger to me anymore since 4 years ago. Loneliness is like my best friend...I go places with it... I also really hate myself because I can't defend myself...Whenever people hurt me, use me, toy me, I just sit there and do absolutely nothing about it...I just don't want to hurt anyone because I know how does it feel when you got hurt .. Luckily, for most people they got someone to rely on to..someone that they can trust to...They got like a bunch of friends that stick to them during thick and thin moment..I'm not saying that I don't have any..I did..and I a