I tried and I'll try .

 I have tried. And I'll try harder in everything.
That is my promise and you are the witnesses.
If I fail, go tell them,
The fancy tale about my fight,
How I dived in and breathe underwater,
How I recovered from anguish underneath my skin,
And shriek the rage from my thorns,
If only I fail.


I am trying harder in everything,
Shutting down my dark thoughts inside my head,
Pacing back and forth finding an escape,
Running with my worn-out dress reaching for the light,
I can hear my voices louder than ever,
Fighting with my bewildered eyes,
Let alone the snakes lingering around my wrist,
Because I know the snakes are nowhere near to break my spirit.