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Resurrection.

 
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

After being so lost for so long, I have found my way home.

Finally, the coward princess has stepped up and muster all little strength and courage that she could find to shed the burden and reclaim her throne.

Not to mention, the countless encounters with warlocks. One infatuated her, one deceived her, and one is simply too enchanting that it cursed her.

Multiple heartbreaks and failures. "A loser maybe I will ever be". Everything seems to be out of reach. Every expectation is not being met.

The coward princess herself is not only just a coward but she is spiteful, insecure, unhappy, and took it too far when she reads people that she become judgemental. Always on guard fearing one would snatch her rusty crown.

Knowing that she is almost lost as the world currently is, she tries to reach for the nearest hand to clung. How naive. She did not realize she is the only one who can save herself.

Tormenting thoughts haunt her all the time that she does not even know who she really is.

Being offered power and love, she chose neither. She chose herself instead.

Slowly, the dark clouds start to make their way for the sun to shine on the aquamarine sky.

Then, the truth starts to reveal itself just like the baby turtle coming out of its eggshell and starts to move to get to the sea.

That person came to her mind, naturally. "My conclusion is only one person".

God grant her sheer bliss, a second chance for her to fulfill the promise.

"Help me to shine again," she whispered to God and He made it happen.

A coward princess blooms into a courageous queen that is sensible, thoughtful, respectful, and shining.

 



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