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Countless sunset and spring.


 The spring has finally come, 

The grass feels warmer than it was, 

The smoothness of the breeze, 

Reminds me of your touch, 

"I am here", the wind whispered. 

The flowers have blossomed, 

The withered tree came back alive, 

"The spring will come to me," you said. 

Does it? Is it spring up there? 

Ray of sunshine is keeping me warm, 

Bright blue sky yet all I felt is somber, 

"Cry on my shoulder," you said, 

But I prefer to hold your hands and smile with you. 

Then, the realization came, 

Countless sunset and spring, 

The chances .. maybe you are still waiting for me,

Somewhere, up there. 

Until then, I will be patient, 

For this endless waiting, 

I have missed you tremendously, 

My beloved brother.





I wrote this a few months ago. Before your birthday. I am sorry for uploading it late. I didn't post anything for your birthday, here it is.

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