Start playing Bowling

I just wanna tell you,I started playing bowling today.I learn with a male teacher.I wish female.I'm so scared and nervous.Little corrupt.I can't focus.My score is 26 for the first game and 12 for the second game.So  the whole mark is 38.Worse right?At the second game I was tired and boring.When the ball in the 'drain',I was so fed up.My mom worry because I too fed up and my marks just 38.Okay.It's okay.I will try again until success.