I don't think to delete this blog '?'

Assalamualakum pembuka bicara.. Sedang fikir-fikir kan pasal nak delete blog ni..saya terasa ralat dan sia-

sia pulak bila saya buang blog ini...Blog ini saya ushakan dengan usaha sendiri...Berpenat lelah saya sendiri..

Menangis terfikirkan nak delete blog ini..Bagi saya,blog ini ialah satu kejayaan bagi saya kerana sanggup

berpenat lelah mencari followers,mencari tutorial, berlenguh tangan menulis entri.Lagipun bila saya tanya ibu

saya, dia kata " Ikut kakaklah..Tapi kakak dah ushakan sendiri kan blog tu kan?" . Haish kata-kata lembut

ibu saya membuatkan rasa tak tentu arah..Still love this blog..Cuma saya mungkin takkan aktif menulis

perasaan saya dalam blog ini atau bermesra...Itu sahaja perbualan kita.. ^-^

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Assalamualaikum..Urmm!Tadi blogwalking pastu terjumpa satu GA yang TERAWESOME DI DUNIA! Blog die very cute!Purple!Kemas cantik,cute!I love her blog so much!And thank for a thousand cause making this AWESOME GA!..Saya harap saya menang,doakan saya boleh? Cantik kan banner die? ] Well,baru tengok banner tak tengok blog nyer yang kiut miut! Saya JUJUR dalam GA ini ...Never lie! ^^ ..Thnx kak!

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Sorry for making you wait.

First thing first, Where the hell have I been for the past 2 years? How on earth I skip 2023 and not write anything in 2023?? But so many things happened??? There is a new plot, a new storyline, and a new character. Interesting. I will always be surrounded by drama I guess haha. "I swear, I don't love the drama, it loves me". These lyrics are literally defining the story of my life. This will be a short post, since I want to start writing poetry again, yeay. But I'll answer some questions. What happened to your group of 'so-called friends'? Well, we are pretty much divided. From 6 members to 3 members. To 4 and then it goes back to 3. And we have pretty much gotten closer than ever. And I'm delighted and grateful for having them in my life, Alhamdulillah. They are like my older sisters that I never had :) And we travel the world together just like the famous 3 musketeers <3 What happened to the famous feud and all your nemesis? One of them, which is ...

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Reborn.

I don't know how many times I have declared myself dead, reborn, rebirth, and arise from dead. But now I really meant it. I think I have it all figured out. At least for now, because you know I am constantly changing. Yup, just like the weather. When you left this world, I did not die yet. But I was dying. Hanging around. But then, I repressed myself. I repressed my feelings. I don't even allow myself to mourn. I don't even grieve over your death. But now, I think I am going to mourn forever. Mourning for you, and my dead soul. It was up until 2019. I let everything slide away. Including feelings. Then, something happened. Something that killed the real me. The real me that came out from my mother's womb and live up until 16 years old. I knew it I am not gonna make it past 16 years old. My prediction was right. I thought it was just my alter ego to act as my self-defense. But it wasn't. It was me. A reborn version of me. I never see e...

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