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 Assalamualakum pembuka bicara.. Sedang fikir-fikir kan pasal nak delete blog ni..saya terasa ralat dan sia-

sia pulak bila saya buang blog ini...Blog ini saya ushakan dengan usaha sendiri...Berpenat lelah saya sendiri..

Menangis terfikirkan nak delete blog ini..Bagi saya,blog ini ialah satu kejayaan bagi saya kerana sanggup

berpenat lelah mencari followers,mencari tutorial, berlenguh tangan menulis entri.Lagipun bila saya tanya ibu

saya, dia kata " Ikut kakaklah..Tapi kakak dah ushakan sendiri kan blog tu kan?" . Haish kata-kata lembut

ibu saya membuatkan rasa tak tentu arah..Still love this blog..Cuma saya mungkin takkan aktif menulis

perasaan saya dalam blog ini atau bermesra...Itu sahaja perbualan kita.. ^-^

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